I.SEEK.SIMPLICITY.

2011-11-13T18:30:00.003+11:00

Last paper tomorrow!

Can't wait to get it done.
Holidays, see you real soon.
♥

11.11.11♥

2011-11-11T17:51:00.003+11:00

Hello lovelies!
How's your day going by?
Mine didn't start off so well because i went to the library without a calculator.
So i ended up coming home since i can't do accounting without it.
Shall spend the rest of my day with my company reporting questions and theories.

picture of the day.

p/s: rice cracker with melted chocolate is bliss :)

xoxo.

2011-11-10T21:37:00.002+11:00

Just did my corporation law paper today. Was writing non stop for the entire 3 hours, didn't even have time to go to the toilet. This was the only paper that i had so much sleep before sitting for the exam. Guess it's because it's an open book exam.
Anyway, 3 down. 1 more to go on mondayyy, the 14th!

p/s: it's 11.11.11 tomorrow. Do something sweet& make this day memorable if you can:)

2.40am

2011-11-08T02:40:00.002+11:00

now playing 蔡健雅-陌生人

i'm dead tired.
i should be sleeping already.
many of what if on mind.
yeah, the constant wonders.

1 more week of challenge with the finals& i'm free.
p/s: wishing for a sweet escape.

love,
phoebe.

2011-11-05T14:12:00.004+11:00

Hihi! Have got the mood to blog today after so long.
Did my 1st paper for the semester yesterday at caufield racecourse. Over here, exams are not held at the campus itself like how is it back in sunway campus. The next exams will be one after another. Really dislike to have back to back papers. Can't wait to get done with my exams& spend my summer holiday at homeland :)

Hmm, i can't playing this two songs of jason derulo. It girl & Fight for you.
One thing about me, when i like a song i tend to overplay it till i actually remember every line of the lyrics. Haha.

Tell them other girls to hit the exit, check please cause i finally find the girl of my dreams. Much more than a grammy award. That's how much u mean to me. You could be my it girl.Baby you're the shit girl. Lovin' you could be a crime. Crazy how we fit girl. This is it girl. Give me 25 to life
I just wanna rock all night long and put you in the middle of my spotlight. You could be my it girl
You're my biggest hit girl.

Cause I don't wanna see you cry, cry give our love another try, try. I bet we get it right this time, time as long as you're prepared to fight, fight. I don't wanna live another day without your body next to me. I'm not gonna let them break us down cause baby I know now It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you. I'll fight for you There's nothing that a 100 men or more could ever do
I'll fight for you. Just like the rain down in Africa. I'll fight for you. It's gonna take some time but I know you're worth fighting for.

♥♥♥
ps: sing it to me, i'll love you.

My recent like

2011-10-22T02:57:00.006+11:00

Macaroons :)

2011-05-23T13:43:00.006+10:00

Bear hugs! :)

Before 2010 ends

2010-12-31T06:30:00.003+11:00

This will be my last post for the year!
I'm still at Bangkok, using the complimentary wifi provided by the hotel to blog.
Spent my past 2 nights at Pattaya. Stayed at Centara Grand Mirage resort. Love the beach, sunbathing& water slides!
Visited the tiger zoo at Sriracha. Love the tiger show. There were also pig& crocodile show. The pigs can actually do the math& race. Cool right?!
Will be spending my day tomorrow doing shopping. And I wish I can see fireworks here on 00:00, 1/1/11.
Anyway, it's gonna be a new year& a new start :)
So let's celebrate& enjoy to the fullest.
Wishing you a Happy New Year& cheers!

Love,
Phoebe.

Sawatdee Khrab

2010-12-25T18:49:00.003+11:00

Just a quick post to wish you a Merry Christmas from Bangkok.
Red nails, polka dots& great friends for this Christmas.
Hope you have a warm& joyful Christmas too :)

Till then,
Phoebe Tan.
Xoxo.

我全都相信

2010-12-20T03:07:00.002+11:00

我相信你说的每一句
就算是明知是甜言蜜语
可是我总觉得哪里有问题
也许这些话语不只说给我听

我相信是因为你的忧郁
所以把感情陷入难题
没关系我有做坏人的勇气
就算毁灭自己也要捍卫爱情

我全都相信相信你说的每一句
每一句我答应我可以我不会敷衍
我全都相信相信你说的每一句
每一句只差一句我爱你

我相信你说的每一句
就算是一切都变成回忆
可是我逃不开也回不去
也许这些话语是讽刺的回忆

我相信是因为你的忧郁
所以把我永远困在这里
没关系我会继续撑下去
给我勇气呼吸我只需要一句

我全都相信相信你说的每一句
每一句我答应我可以我不会敷衍
我全都相信相信你说的每一句
每一句只差一句我爱你
我想你说不出我爱你

（温岚，2010）

2010-12-09T18:31:00.002+11:00

Forget the risk. Take the fall. If that’s what you want, if its meant to be, then it’s worth it all.

It's December :D

2010-12-06T20:47:00.004+11:00

And there's so much to look forward to.

Outings, high school classmates gathering, Christmas and a brand new year.

I'm gonna enjoy the last month of 2010 to the fullest :)

p/s: I'm still having the same wish.

Malacca trip: 24 November 2010

2010-11-26T16:11:00.011+11:00

Iyaz - So Big

2010-11-25T20:35:00.001+11:00

Now wit' a girl like you,
I don't care who,
Passes my way,
Rhianna or Beyonce,
Could holla at me,
It doesn't mean a thing,
Cause nothing compares to the joy you bring:)))))

p/s: Just like the lyrics. Find it really sweet.

After exam days :)

2010-11-23T15:54:00.004+11:00

Completed my finals 2 weeks ago and I'm now having 3.5 months holiday. It's the last week of November already. My last 7 days will be occupy with work& trips.

p/s: Nothing much, just simply feeling contented with life <3

Sunny day

2010-10-29T18:11:00.007+11:00

Hihi. Yes, it's so sunny out there and I'm here in the house, procastinating while seeing my sister studying. Did my marketing paper yesterday. Was so exhausted yesterday due to lack of sleep.
3 more papers within 10 days time:
Business law.
Money& capital markets.
Financial accounting.

I want this 10 days will be productive but it seems like I don't have the drive to do it.
I shall leave both my labtop& mobile phone at the corner which I knew I wont. Pfft.

p/s: It's just not nice to know that you wouldn't smile over the things that I'll still occasionally smile for whenever they cross my mind.

xx.
pptan.

Down down down

2010-10-20T15:21:00.003+11:00

It feels so bad to wake up with such mood.
Running out of time like seriously.
8 more days.
I hope i'm not screwing up any of it this time.
Sigh.

Release?

2010-10-17T01:32:00.002+11:00

"Crying, that is, sobbing is the earliest and deepest way to release tension. Infants can cry almost from the moment of birth, and do so easily following every stress that produces a state of tension in the body... Human beings are the only creatures who can react in this way to stress and tension. Most probably, they are the only ones who need this form of release." -Alexander Lowen

ps: -overly stressed-:'(

Home on friday night

2010-10-16T00:13:00.005+11:00

Did my last money&cap online quiz this morning. The result wasn't satisfying at all and that makes me feel so moody throughout the day although the quiz only carries 2.5 marks :(((((
13 more days to finals. So much to cover yet so little time.
I hope I can just study like nothing else matters!!!

till then,
phoebe.
xx.

Pre exam fun

2010-10-13T03:36:00.006+11:00

Tao buffet@ sunway giza with the uni mates on 9th Oct 2010.

October babies :)

Why does this always happen to me?

2010-10-07T02:14:00.003+11:00

Having mind torture most of the time after i buy presents!!
Wondering if it's really nice.
Wondering if the receiver will like.
Ishhhhhhhhhhhhh.

First of October!!

2010-10-02T05:00:00.003+10:00

A new month again. I think it's fast. What about u?
As I'm having mid sem break this week, went out with Monashions today.
What we did was just eating throughout the day.
-Yong tau fu for lunch at Cheras.'
-Tea time at Levain, KL.
-Dinner at Buonasera Italian Restaurant, Ss2.
-Chilled at Alexis, Bangsar after dinner.
Had lots of talks& laughter too♥

2010-09-30T05:15:00.001+10:00

This september

2010-09-26T15:21:00.005+10:00

I've got the feeling of doing shopping. Bought Tiamo flats& Crabtree evelyn promotion set that makes me feel so worth it. And there's still so much more I wanna buy!
Went for field trip to Bursa Saham on Monday, it's been a couple of months I didnt fit into my formal wear. But I didnt took a picture of myself on that fitting though.

I have been missing classes for the past 2 weeks due to assignments& my bad time management. Left with one more accounting assignment this semester. Finals will be on next month. Just 1 month time for me to brush up. So wake me up when September ends!

ps: I think I remember those eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes- dj got us fallin' in love.

September's here:)

2010-09-02T05:23:00.005+10:00

Hihi. I did financial mathematics in class today& it was fun!

Marketing mid term tomorrow& I haven finish studying as the exam will be on 6pm.

Wish me luck.

This mid term carries 20%. Pretty much weightage.

Hello on Friday noon

2010-07-23T16:13:00.004+10:00

I'm at home at this hour, waiting to go to uni for 4pm financial accounting lecture. Tak suka to have class on Friday. What's worst is it ends on 5.30pm!!

Got to brush up this semester. Will start working starting from this weekends so I wont have so much time wasted. Wish everything goes well.

thoughts.

2010-07-22T04:11:00.003+10:00

My clock shows 2.13am, I'm sitting on my bed with my labtop wondering if words that have been said, tantrums threw on a person and the time that has passed can be taken back? Or perhaps it can be recovered. I know that it's just a Never for things to get back at one point. But still, I will still think how would things be if I can go back in time and be better.

Sigh sigh.

Not emotional, just thinking heavily. Or you call it mind torturing?

Holiday

2010-06-18T14:02:00.003+10:00

Done with semester one exams.
Singapore, Here I come with a handbag filled with capsules!
=/

Happy Birthday, Mum =)

2010-06-14T22:03:00.005+10:00

I wish you health, beauty and happiness.

When I was a child, I remembered you will doll me up, buy me cake& presents whenever it's my birthday. But today I'm so sorry that I'm not even able have dinner with you outside as I will be having exam tomorrow. I will try my best to celebrate for you next year if I have not study abroad.

Lots of love,

Phoebe.

可以的！

2010-06-09T15:03:00.004+10:00

我一定能办的到。
不会有问题的！
不重要的事项就别再想了。

Good morning, roaster!

2010-06-08T06:57:00.002+10:00

Almost 5 in the morning which is the time when roasters start crowing. Haha.
How is it when one get disappointed over and over again? Perhaps should just forget about it and stop hoping. Yeah, time for a change. Make this really the last time after so many times telling oneself that it's the last.
3 more days to my exam. First time sitting for an exam in Monash afterall. Wish me luck.

Time to go to bed, let me sleep in peace tonight.

Love,
Phoebe.

The reason

2010-06-05T17:18:00.005+10:00

I found the reason why I should work hard to get good grades:
To be accepted by Monash in Australia!!

Ok, the high school clique is going genting for Jan Lamb's talk show tonight.
The bff has tickets and I was in dilemma to go or stay home and study.
And I made up my mind to not go.

There are times you need to be serious and there are times for you to play(Chan, 2010)
YitHan told me that yesterday=)

玩何时都可以玩，对吧？

Ciao. Bye.

我假装过去不重要，却发现自己办不到。。

2010-06-03T04:38:00.000+10:00

Hello.. It's 2.30am now and I'm awake. Slept since 7pm and skipped my dinner. If it's not because of the phone calls, I will be still in deep sleep now.

Now it's even nearer to the exam day and yes, I haven started studying. How tragic.
也许是因为我找不到然我想努力的理由。

While I was facebooking, I came across these 2 pictures of me and Yen.

Having the same posture in both pictures. Kononnya bff. Haha.

Okay, I shall go back to sleep soon. Will be going for accounting class in the morning tomorrow instead of the afternoon. Counting the hours of sleep I'm left with now.

Xoxo.

Do you remember? ♥

2010-06-01T00:19:00.006+10:00

31st doesn't falls on every month. It only falls on 7 out of the 12 months in a year.

Finally done with my last assignment for the semester today. Only had 2 hours sleep last night. Blame myself for watching drama the day before instead of doing it. Having lack of sleep caused my pair of eyes to have dark circles today. I reached uni 45 minutes late and the lecture ended earlier today. Pfft. Last accounting& finance lecture and I missed it. But it's okay as I will not be attentive even if I'm in the lecture hall. *self comfort*

While waiting for the next lecture, settled my assignment before printing it. And it happened that there's no more business economic and statistic lecture for the last week of the semester. The lecturer must have announced about it but I didn't know. See, this shows that I dont listen. How awful. Lol.

There's 10 more days to my exam. First paper will be accounting and finance. There's 12 chapters for this subject. And now, I'm going to resume pps to continue watching 就想赖着你. Studying and revising tomorrow ok? Heee.

I'm fat but you're ugly. And I CAN DIET!

2010-05-28T14:20:00.007+10:00

I saw the above quote on a sign board attached on a car's window yesterday at the university's car park. Right after reading the sentence, I was feeling so euphoric. This is so mean! Ahaha.
During class, I took back my accounting assignment 2 marks. 14.7/15%. How can I love accounting lesser! =)

Okay, it's Wesak day today but it doesn't make a difference to me because I have got no classes on Friday. I left with one last accounting assignment due on this coming Monday and no more assignments for this semester. Then, strive hard for exams! I planned to do the assignment within the time I'm left with before going out tonight but I doubt I can.

Till then,
phoebe.
<3

乜野系恋爱

2010-05-24T03:23:00.005+10:00

其实只要对人唔系有太多嘅要求
爱一个人根本唔需要有太多理由
只要真心真意对待而已经好足够
姑勿论系曾经拥有抑或天长地久

ps: 如果人可以要求少一点那该有多好！

是不是在安慰自己呢？

2010-05-18T00:34:00.011+10:00

直到今天，我听说谎那首歌。
我依然还觉得那个歌词是很对的。

“我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望”

或许是因为我一直以来都在埋怨自己。
所以我不再相信的不是你，而是爱情。

我怀念

2010-05-16T04:10:00.005+10:00

。。常常被做到不知道应该笑还是生气。
也怀念让我感到我和其他人不一样。
满喜欢哪种特别的感觉。

有时候，只要单单的想回这一切都会让我傻傻的微笑。
=）

你说你还在，一分一秒也没走开。。

2010-05-12T11:50:00.004+10:00

但我再也感受不到你的存在。

How was your Mother's Day?

2010-05-10T15:26:00.007+10:00

Hi.. I'm feeling so free and easy now besides that I'm suffering pain with my neck.

Just submitted my accounting assignment. Assignments have never been easier than this. Only took a day before the submission date to do it. Another 2 more assignments left for this semester and then exam comes.

It was Mother's Day yesterday. How did you celebrated with your mum?

Last night, my mum was bragging that she has been pampering her both daughters too much till they don't even do house chores while the dad never fail to fulfill their desires till they are so spoilt. Tsk tsk tsk..

The mum with her daughters when they were little girls.

Happy belated Mother's Day!
I will try to be a better daughter.

ps: 记得要感谢你的妈妈把你生的那么好看哦！ =）

生日快乐，我最爱的爸爸！

2010-05-04T19:19:00.002+10:00

祝你身体健康，事事顺利。
谢谢你那么努力工作为了要把最好的给我。
也很感谢从小到现在你那么的疼爱我。

好爱你的女儿，
佩佩。

Morning greetings on Sunday

2010-05-02T12:22:00.004+10:00

Feels so healthy now after waking up early for dim sum with my grandmother and granduncle while the other family members in the house were still in deep sleep.

Log into gsc just now to check on Ip Man2 tonight's screening as my friends wanna watch. Most of the seats are occupied already. How come so many people watch movie late at night although it's monday tomorrow! Then I tried making reservation for The losers& The crazies, the reservation was successfully made and the halls are so unoccupied. So pathetic right.

Ít's been more than a month I have not visit ktv outlets. I miss ktv moments already!

What are we gonna eat?

2010-05-01T18:13:00.006+10:00

Here comes May! I noticed I like to blog on the first day of the month.
The last week of April was fulfilled with good movies. Date Night& Two blockbusters movies: Ip Man 2& Iron Man 2. I realised I'm being so much of a movie fan lately.
My examination timetable just came out on the portals two days ago. =( The examination will be on June. I have been playing hard but not studying hard for last 2 months.

How would my grades be this time? =s

I treated myself with so much food lately and this causes me to gain kilograms. The post title is a definite question I will ask everyday. According to seventeen mag, emotional eating is definitely a dangerous ground. And I am a eater who choose food according to my moods and eat whenever I wish to. Imagine driving out at night to RT pastry just to get two slices of cake. Tell me how to stop thinking of tempting food and dessert? Or else people will soon see a double sized Phoebe Tan very soon. Pfft.

Snowflake Taroball series.

Carl's Jr Western bacon cheeseburger.

一个人你害怕吗?

2010-04-27T18:09:00.009+10:00

说实话我会。
虽然害怕被丢下一个人，我不会宁愿自己先走开。
因为我知道北丢下的感觉一点都不好受。

星期六那天我和几个好友去看了Ais kacang puppy love那一步电影。
那出电影是说那俩个人的爱情就像ice kacang一样, 还没好好地感受就已经溶化了。
感到很可是也和遗憾。
但也没办法，错过了就是错过了。
所以一定要好好的珍视你拥有的人，不要老是对他发脾气。

已经一段时间了，你还会读我的blog 吗？我猜你应该不会吧。

All I ever wanted..

2010-04-23T21:55:00.006+10:00

Was a simple way to let you go.

I hardly have the mood to come out a blog post. Guess no one is looking forward either. Hehe.

This coming week will be week 8 in uni. There will be submission of an assignment each and every week from now on. I just cant make myself not do last minute work.

Currently, there's so many movies in the cinema and more coming up that makes me wanna visit the cinema more often. Date night, ice kacang puppy love, being human, kickass.

At the same time, I'm thinking to start working part time back. It's been like 5 months I stopped working. Should start seeking for part time jobs around.

Alright, pictures in my phone that I wanna post it here. Brownies with cookies&cream ice cream from Sweet Hut.

Low Yuan Kay, does this looks familiar to u?

Cupcakes from The loaf.

Wondermilk cupcakes.

It's april already..

2010-04-10T23:47:00.012+10:00

Hello.. 1/4 of the year 2010 has passed. Here's an update. I have started uni for a month. I'm studying at Monash University now, no longer in Taylors. What should I say about uni life? It's nice that I only study 3 days in a week. Only 13 hours class a week for 4 subjects when the school fees is so expensive. Had my mid semester break this week so no classes for this whole week. I have got an accounting assignment on this coming friday and I did not use my semester break to do it. Tsk tsk tsk. I will probably do last minute work again.

Hang out with the ex collegemates few days ago at pyramid. Lunch @ bar b q plaza, movie& teatime@kim gary.

I miss having chilling sessions with Dawn Ong& Sara Kon.

不要，只要。。

2010-04-05T23:54:00.005+10:00

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某

ps: Dont ask me what's wrong, just be by my side
不要问我发生什么事，只要待在我身边就好了。

Wei Zhong's 19th late celebration

2010-03-21T16:23:00.003+11:00

19th March 2009 @ Gaga Garden, Bukit Jalil.

我真的好累。。

2010-03-17T01:25:00.005+11:00

每一天醒来都要面对新的挑战。
每一天都必需振作。
有时候真的不知道我到底在为明天疯狂些什么。
把自己的生活搞到那么的疲倦敢什么?
好了，不想再想了。
今晚让我好好的睡个觉吧！

2010-02-27T17:44:00.005+11:00

Happy Chinese New Year, love <3

It's not too late for me to do a greeting here as there's still today and tomorrow before CNY ends.

Have you people finish collecting your angpaus?

Do it by these two days if you have not=)

A guide to be Happy

2010-02-27T04:46:00.001+11:00

笑一个吧！

希望在明天。

没有问题是解决不到的。

有那么难吗？

2010-02-10T21:25:00.004+11:00

很多人总是会说‘不能’‘做不到’
让我默默的在想是真的不能，还是他们从来都没有真正的努力过？
不知道为什么我一直都相信这个说法: 'If there's a will, there's a way!'
这句话的意思是说如果你愿意试看，总会有个方法可以做的到。
至于现在的我，不是不能，而是不想。。很固执吧！
原谅我这一次会变迁这样。

2010-02-08T14:23:00.003+11:00

刚才我在浏览facebook。
看见Jane oneFM的status写作女仔系唔系好中意发白日梦？点解？
然后我读到一个comment令我非常同意。
那个comment是说因为女生都是要求完美的~所以整天发白日梦，真实得不到的就发白日梦。哈哈！

昨天我和我的幾個好朋去唱ktv從晚上8:00到午夜12點.唱至非常满足。=）
然後我們去了steven corner喝茶。Cheese naan很美味哦！
我还有二星期假期。。我应该怎样度过呢？
考试成绩大概这几天可以知道，不知道我的成绩是怎样呢？
还是不用担心好了，再等多几天吧！
晚安！

Conclusion

2010-01-29T13:37:00.009+11:00

My foundation course has concluded and 10 months has just passed. Will not be studying at business school, ss15. Lakeside campus is where I will be studying from next month. No more Casamia, Subang square bubble tea, Uncle Seng and etc. Glad that the classmates of tutorial group .1 were able to bond with each other so well throughout this period which is neither long nor short. To be honest, I won't say that the course has ended too fast because time eventually passes as the clock strikes. I don't feel sad that it has ended too because I have cherished the moments when we studied and had fun together and enjoyed them the fullest so there's no regrets. =) No doubt that we will still be seeing each other. Some of them might even be my classmates again if they are taking the same major and pathway with me. Okay, enough of talking, pictures!

三个愿望。。。

2010-01-25T19:07:00.009+11:00

我希望你可以答应送给我。

第一个希望你能健康开朗。

第二个希望我能更懂体谅。

第三个希望我们永远有话讲。

请你答应我，好吗？

愛情能够用来作比較吗？

2010-01-21T13:14:00.008+11:00

我觉得不能。
爱甚至看不到听不到怎么能做比较呢？
就算明天我们有一个人依靠，都没有必要比較谁过的较好。
祝大家将来会找到属于我们的另一半。
希望那个人能够让幸福带来给你 =)

2010-01-20T01:32:00.001+11:00

爱情不在乎结局，是在乎过程。

只要可以其实的爱一次，就算只是留下美好的回忆。

到了最后，结束是什么，并不重要。

2010-01-15T15:04:00.003+11:00

Like finally today's friday. Had a hectic week. Rushing assignments and getting prepared for test are what i was dealing with throughout the week. At last it's all done and now I can have some good sleep.

The date dues that I am left with for this coming weeks before graduating my foundation are:
Listening test- 18th Jan. Speaking test- 21st Jan. Final exams- 26th&27th Jan.

Oh yeah, it was the birthday of Eric Tan yesterday. Happy belated birthday bastard. Xx.
Yesterday was also the day of me owning my love for a year. Having you just make my life so convenient. It's my car that I'm talking about if you're wondering. =)

I will be off to bed now. Love.

Warm greetings for 2010

2010-01-01T23:00:00.004+11:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
It's 2010.
Did you enjoyed your first day of 2010?
I enjoyed mine really much.
This was the most happening new year ever! Will update about it soon.
Stay tuned!

p/s: I wish your life will be as beautiful as fireworks for this whole new year. =)

Love, XoXo <3

Last day

2009-12-31T08:06:00.008+11:00

It's the last 19 hours for year 2009 from now onwards. Yeah, the time now is 5am and I'm still awake. Just a step and there comes a new year. Still, I'm not gonna declare I'm 19 although I will indirectly be one year older by tomorrow. My age is just 18 years and 4 months. Tee hee.

Best of luck for this new year, love. =)

ps:人生有很多意外，但认识你是我最美丽的意外.

How was your Christmas?

2009-12-26T22:17:00.007+11:00

Mine was not bad overall. During Christmas eve, I spent the night with the clique at Wai Hoong's house till late. On Christmas, headed to Pyramid and dined at Full House. I have been doing shopping at pyramid continuously for three days including today. Bought 2 items each day as there are sales going on. And that is the reason why I like every year end. =)

Didn't had a group picture that day. Pfft. I will make sure there is for this coming new year celebration.

Christmas wish

2009-12-25T18:54:00.004+11:00

What is yours? Did your Christmas wish come true, people?
I don't even know what's mine. So Santa Claus, you don't need to ask me.
Have you tried before at one point when you're not wishing for a single thing, something comes along even though it is just a very general greeting and far away from your expectation. What will you feel at that moment? Perhaps you won't even feel happy about it either because that wasn't what you ever wanted. At the same time, not a single bit of disappointment is felt because you have just stopped expecting.
This post sounds so emotional which doesn't the occasion at all.
Anyway, Merry Christmas! Have a joyful one. Hope Santa will grant your Christmas wish before today ends. =)

Much Love <3

Another karaoke session

2009-12-08T21:33:00.007+11:00

Yes.. I have been going for karaoke session continuously for three weeks already! Today is Dawn's birthday. So, the classmates celebrated with her at Neway this afternoon right after our class. It was the first time having karaoke session with them=) The girls were all nicely dressed as planned yesterday.

The birthday girl.
With Amanda and Sara.
=)
The girls.

Part of 3.1.

Cake from RT Pastry.

Tempting isn't?

ps: The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow.

妳好想嫁啊？

2009-12-07T01:15:00.001+11:00

The question above was asked by the girl in red. Because the girl in white usually never give a glance at rings whenever she's at accessories shop is now very obsessed with pretty rings. And she bought two from Diva last week! Tee hee.

This december is just way different from the previous years. Reason is December is always a holiday month for the previous years. As for this year, I have got classes to attend every weekday. So,this is the first time i'm studying during December. The atmosphere at college is a little different this semester. Maybe because there are lesser students around as some intakes are having holidays while some already graduated.

There will be class gathering this coming friday. It's already one year since we have graduated from high school. The response doesn't seem good anyway. I wonder how have you people change? And how many of you have found your other half as it's stated everyone is allowed to bring a companion which is only their bf/gf that night? =)

Last but not least, Happy Belated Birthday to the bff.
My message to you again: Don't just keep hoping for your wish to come true! Make it come true.. It's all on your hands <3

Breathed a sign of relief

2009-11-26T21:51:00.002+11:00

My Semester 2 exam results was out today. The amount of subjects were the same as the last semester. My results degrade this time. True enough that how much effort you put in is just how much you will get back. The next semester will be starting by a few days. Only 2 subjects this time and I'm happy with the timetable.

I got more stuff for my closet from Singapore for the past few days<3 I'm becoming a spendthrift lately. I need to start setting my budget and learn to save.

When I was doing shopping at Bugis on sunday, the boutique I was in played 红豆 by 方大同. I listened to that song several times before but paid more attention to the lyrics this time.
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

Maybe.. it might be.

Plush toy / Sponge

2009-11-16T04:53:00.003+11:00

Playing which role is worse? I wonder.

Knowing it's worthless, still holding on.
Knowing that's the main cause, still did not mind it.
Knowing that hurts you the most, still not distancing from it.
Knowing good deed will not be appreciated, still giving the best.
Knowing miracle will not exist, still believing in it.

It's all for that reason.

But I finally understand it's necessary to put all of it down.
So, It stops today.

Blurness

2009-11-10T22:11:00.005+11:00

The topic speaks what I am due with today. Before I leave the house this morning, I wanted to make myself a cup of Milo. And I find it weird why the Milo and coffee mate powder is not dissolving. Then only I realized that I pressed the button for cold water instead of the hot one.

Accounting was the paper I sat today. When I was doing the cash flow statement, I got $9000 as the net decrease after counting several times. Was frustrated because I did not get the right answer which is $11000. After the exam, the classmates said $9000 was also the answer they got. Then again, I realise $46000-$37000 equals to $9000 instead of $11000. I should have use the calculator instead of my brain to calculate that!

Argh.
Just 3 more days to go then I can have a break!

ps: you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

2009-11-06T22:45:00.007+11:00

I see sunrise.
Does it means it is flowing back?
In fact, maybe it has never lost.
我会让时间证明一切。

2009-11-03T23:05:00.001+11:00

The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know when sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and say, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad.

2009-11-03T02:22:00.005+11:00

It's November. Did my last presentation for semester 2 today but I kind of screw it. I don't know what was I actually presenting. Spent half a day at Subang. Class started on 8 as usual and ended on 11am. Waited till 5pm for English listening test. Had dinner with the clique in the evening.
Bak kut teh was good for the rainy weather.

Spending time with them is always worthwhile.

This picture was taken just 2 months ago. Things have changed from then. No doubt it will not stay at this point and it will still change. To better ones I hope=)

2009-10-24T15:09:00.015+11:00

Hello. Hows life, people?

I have been facing ups and downs lately. Life is just so much like a roller coaster, huh? 2 more weeks I will be sitting for my final exam. Then semester 2 comes to an end. For this whole semester 2, being early or punctual to class for me is countable. Anyway, I just don't know why I'm kind of looking forward for the 2 weeks semester break.

I've been asking myself countless time this question.
"What makes me the happiest?"
Perhaps I got the answer for what makes me happy but not the happiest. I'm still searching for it. I wonder for those who have found their answer, will that answer remain forever? I assumed it will not cause things will change.

Captured just yesterday during moral class.
This are mybabi girlfriends.

2009-10-22T03:29:00.001+11:00

It’s sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours, and how now, you can barely even look at them.

Unlucky

2009-10-04T00:24:00.003+10:00

October is here already. I have been really forgetful for this whole week. I left my mobile in the car continuously each day and ended up walking back to the car which is parked quite a distance from college. There was once I left my mobile on the bed and the other day was not bringing my purse out. Twice also, I only realised it when I'm in class.
Today I am sick and it is mid autumn festival. Looking at delicious food but not allowed to eat is so torturing. Sigh. Sickness please go away!
Colbie Caillat's songs (Fallin' For You& You Got Me) is my current favourite. I just love the lyrics of both songs <3

ps: Happy Mid Autumn Festival! =)

2009-09-29T13:00:00.006+10:00

When we're together, we have so much fun. but we don't talk otherwise. i want to talk to you, but i feel like if you were interested then you would try, and make a move. maybe you're thinking the same thing as me. if so, don't wait, because i have this fear that you're gonna get creeped out / annoyed if i start talking to you. so please, just talk to me.

Lesson learnt

2009-09-28T22:05:00.001+10:00

NO PAIN, NO GAIN.

恋人未满

2009-09-26T03:25:00.004+10:00

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信都动了感情却到不了
爱情那么贴心却进不了
心底你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

2009-09-24T01:30:00.005+10:00

Hey ya.
Spent my entire day out with my mum today.
Shopping was all we did. =)
Received a call from switzerland in the late evening.
The one hour talk with babe was worthwhile.
I will always be right here to listen to you regardless what time is it (am/pm).
You just need to stay strong <3

2009-09-22T10:42:00.018+10:00

Good Morning=)
It's 8.40am in the morning and I'm just back home from jogging @ the park. Yeah, I woke up so early just for jogging. I'm having 1 week raya break. No plans for trips or outing this time. Should be pretty much staying at home to complete my assignments. 1 more week and October is gonna be here soon.

Time flies. I don't want to grow any older.

I miss being a little girl, pampered with love by you.

I miss being a high school student.

I miss those school trips.

I miss the eights.

I miss the japan exchange program.

I miss hanging around the city with the girls.

I miss Y.P.K time.

Didn't know there's such a proper <3 we made.

ps: Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.

2009-09-20T01:02:00.003+10:00

我一直在想, 有时候你会不会想着我.
也在想如果你想着我, 你会想到些什么.
在你心中我到底是谁呢.

但我想应该什么都不是吧.

2009-09-15T21:40:00.005+10:00

Happy Birthday to the favourite guy of mine, Tony Chock. The one who never fail to make me smile for all these years and also the one who makes me so exasperated and mad at times. Although we always argue and fight all the time, our friendship is never affected and I hope that this will never change.

Have a great 18th birthday.

Be happy always=)

911

2009-09-12T01:05:00.009+10:00

It's the last day of mid semester examination for TBF March Intake. The students from group 2.1 had been discussing on facebook for the past night about hanging out together after exams. After 1 semester of studying together, there are finally bonding between us. Tee hee.
Had Lunch @Pizza Hut during our 3 hours break while waiting for our next paper. After our last paper, went to piramid to catch a movie and for dinner. Watched gamer and had our early dinner at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng.

Today's also Tan Jia Kai birthday. So, there were a little privileges when eating at the restaurants.

With the birthday boy.

Happy birthday t.jk=)

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Facebook's Horoscope is true for today:

You've got to do things your way today -- and who's going to stop you? It's a great time for you to rebrand yourself or to be more open and honest about how you see things. People respect that!

What's your biggest weakness?

2009-09-07T00:34:00.001+10:00

Your weakness is that your Never Satisfied.

Theres nothing wrong with wanting bigger and better things, but there comes a time where you're going to have to be happy with what you have! You thrive for something better, which means what you have at the moment is never good enough. If you don't find a way to be happy with what you have you will most likely spend your whole life searching for something that doesn't truly exist.

Ivy's 18th birthday

2009-09-02T00:29:00.005+10:00

2009-08-31T04:39:00.004+10:00

Happy Birthday, Ivy Sew! The friend that I know since primary 6=)
Just back from her birthday celebration.
Was stopped by the police road block when I was driving back.
Thank god nothing bad happened.
Will update about the celebration soon.
ps: Happy birthday to Malaysia.

Today's a good friday

2009-08-29T02:14:00.003+10:00

Although it was rainy since morning and not so much of sunshine for the day.
Shopping with Li Wei after class really made my day.
I must say we both are really shoe addicts.
Each person bought 3 pairs of shoes within 4 hours at pyramid. Can you imagine that?
Went to Mcdonald for the ramadhan value dinner with Eric and the bff.
Ivy came later and we girls had cam whore session filled with lots of laughter and giggles=D

ｐｓ：Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｆｏｕｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　enthusiastic　ｐａｒｔ　ｏｆ　ｍｅ　＜３

To my favourite

2009-08-24T01:14:00.003+10:00

I can be the most understanding friend of yours.

At the same time,

I can also be the most unreasonable one.

You know me so well and I am sure you are able to know the tone of this post.

Good night.

2009-08-20T00:02:00.005+10:00

Hey, I come online everyday but I didn't blog simply because I'm just being lazy.
Hang around town after class with the clique today and yesterday.
Only returned home on the late evening but I don't think it's a waste of time.
Just because it's worthwhile.
Went for neoprints too=D

thoughts on mind

2009-08-03T22:45:00.003+10:00

Why did I reacted like that?
Why am I concern at the first place?
Why am I thinking so much of "what if"?
Because of the pride?
Or because I still have not over it yet?

=S

2009-08-01T01:56:00.002+10:00

Late for class again.
Club sandwich for breakfast.
Bought a quart of ice cream from Baskin Robbin.
Baked cookies and brownies with babe.
Dine @ Delicious.
Carbonara Spaghetti and Caesar Salad was really good.
Last session of the day @ Black& White.
Played cards while yum cha.
Won 3 rounds straight for chor dai di and lose 3 rounds straight for turtle.
That concludes the last day for the month of July.

Can't Take My Eyes Off You

2009-07-23T16:30:00.015+10:00

Was chilling @ coffee bean

With my favourite people the other day.

These pictures are from babe's brand new DSL.

With the bff.

love you girls.

xoxo

Semester 2

2009-07-21T00:31:00.003+10:00

Yes, my 2 weeks semester break has just passed. Today was the first day for semester 2. This whole week will be very relax as there's only lectures. Had business computing lecture on 12pm today. Had breakfast at Take a Break, the cafe that I rarely go before going for lecture. The club sandwich ordered by Li Wei was good.

It supposed to be a 2 hours lecture but we left after an hour. Or I shall say we sneaked out during the 10 minutes break. Drove to mcdonald on 4pm to buy a meal for the sister and also bought nugget set and mcflurry oreo for myself.

Watched 7 episodes of a tvb drama " A great way to care". Felt a little strange today. Perhaps I'm not used to have so much of free time =S

Babe is back!

2009-07-19T23:01:00.007+10:00

Pictures on 16th July.

Can't wait to meet up more with u this week<3
There's alot to catch up after half year=)

2 more to go

2009-06-30T22:23:00.003+10:00

I'm done with malaysian studies, english and economics exam. Tomorrow will be business maths and Thursday will be accounting. Then I'm free and will have 2 weeks of semester break!

Just this afternoon, when I returned home, I remembered how different I felt during my mid semester exam period. Kinda miss that feeling but not wishing to have that feeling back. I'm feeling good for now=D

I need to go to my study table now and start doing revision for business maths.
See ya.

Friday

2009-06-27T00:13:00.007+10:00

I woke up late again today. Yeah, lately I've always been late for classes. Saw a note from my mum on the studying table, 'u better go pump petrol first'.

When I started my car engine, the needle was at empty and the yellow light was already out. Ishhhhhhhhhh. Seeing the petrol left allowed the car to travel 22km more, I decided to pump only when I reach Subang as there's only one Esso that I will pass by. Was damn scared to see the figure decreasing while I'm driving. By the time, I reached the the petrol station, the figure shows 3km. Luckily my car didn't stop when I was driving on the highway.

Stepped into the class on 11am. Today was the last day for semester 1 and I was late for an hour. Never been this late before. Damn teruk I know. Did the group presentation for accounting and malaysian studies. Ms Tham treated us pizza and I went kfc for late lunch with wai hoong after ms class. Stayed back at mezannine floor to do some revision after that. I'm not well prepared yet. Haven read up anything for Malaysian studies although it's the first exam.

My attendance list for this semester. I'm a so hardworking student, right?=p

LCY says that I'm fat. I said I will go on diet but I just can't stop eating chocolates =/

2009-06-24T01:25:00.007+10:00

Hello people, I have neglected my blog for weeks again. Somehow I have a lot to write but I am not going to due to my laziness. Today all of a sudden, I have the thought of going pasar malam. It has been quite some time I never been there. So I went with Hoong zai, Eric and Ivy. The guys bought stuff but we girls did not. Pappa rich after pasar malam.

Will be having my final semester exams next week. This exam carries 50% of the course. HD(s) or nothing. There will be lesser classes this week as it is the revision week. Still, I have 2 group presentations to do this friday. I just don't like wearing formal wear=S

Few weeks back, I've bought pillows and stuff to put into my car. Tell me they look nice=p

2009-06-01T02:22:00.002+10:00

It's 31st of May. I've been thinking of baskin robbin since the second I woke up. After work, went to baskin robbin but there's no mega discount today=( Went home, changed and went out again. Had two yum cha sessions with the same people. Played cards to kill time. It was quite exciting at the start but draggy after half of the session.
A new month is here already as the time now it's already after 12am. This will be the last month for semester 1. I need positive energy to reach my goals.

我会回到我的塬点.

It's 1.50 midnight

2009-05-22T03:51:00.011+10:00

I'm still awake and not worried of getting insufficient sleep as I only got class on 12pm tomorrow. Only had english class for this two days. Yesterday's class was just an hour and today was a 2 hours slot. After class, I went for hair rebonding and hair cut. I never camwhore this time.

Was browsing friendster and that's the horoscope for today, 22th May 2009.

The Bottom Line

There are a few things you must get out of your system before you can start again.

In Detail

You still have to get a few things out of your system before you can clear your mind and open up your heart to someone else, so romance needs to take a backseat until then. It might seem ridiculous to reject someone's invitation, but if they really want to get to know you, they'll still be interested when you're ready to give them all the energy and attention they deserve. You can't get involved unless you're available in every sense of the word.

Not forgetting, today is a big day for my very 1st friend that I make in Ms flora's tuition.
Happy birthday, Amelia=)

Trip to Parliament

2009-05-13T23:49:00.007+10:00

I have just did the english assignment which is due on this friday. The question was a paragraph about the good impression from this trip. Every subjects has assignments to do.
Malaysian studies and English Creative Business Ideas are due next week. I'm getting my English exam marks tomorrow and I'm worried.
Got to go to bed soon, have to get more sleep. My mum said I looked bad due to lack of sleep. Good night.

2009-05-09T04:07:00.003+10:00

Done with my mid semester exams today. The last paper was malaysian studies, the 1 hour duration for malaysian studies exam was the longest ever. I doubt I have answered half of the amount of multiple choice questions correctly.

Yum cha at station 1 nearby my area after working just now with the high school clique. It was last minute plan. Although the session was not long, it's nice gathering with them. I have not been seen all of them together like that for quite some time already.

I going to bed now and I can only sleep less than 5 hours. Good night;)

End of April

2009-05-01T01:50:00.005+10:00

Times just passes so fast. This week is already week 6 in college and I will be having mid semester examination next week. The examination covers till lecture 6 and it carries 20% of the total marks.I haven't start revising yet. I have been taking long naps in the evening this few days.
I find this week very relaxing and easy because some classes were canceled and tomorrow there's no class as it's Labour Day. I'm enthusiasm to go to work tomorrow=)
Here are some pictures captured on tuesday during business maths class.

Amanda and Munn Yee.
Li wei was so enjoying while I was doing problem solving.
From clockwise: Munn Yee, Sarah, Dawn, Isni, Me, Li Wei, Amanda
Li Wei and Dawn.